Hopes of Something Better

I don't even know where to begin,
All I know is that I cannot ignore,
The mosaic thoughts waltzing in,
Right through my front door.

As you can imagine it isn't so easy for me,
With every last letter,
All I can do is try to let it free,
In hopes of something better.

A place in time and space,
To the heavens I long to know,
Before an angel fallen from grace,
You're where I'll start and where I'll go.

Can't forget to breathe,
But I almost do everyday;
Every once in a while I heave,
Taking in the air hoping you come my way.

You'll be gone for a minute but we can't forget,
Every dream of a single kiss or an account of bliss,
Can't be ruined by any disappointment or taken hit,
Because we both know we've been through worse than this.

From your hair to your eyes to your smile,
It's all just aesthetics for the eye,
But it's your mind, your heart that's worth the while,
With which I have fallen in love by.

Three years is a start,
But not close to a middle or end,
It won't be over til I have your heart,
As more than just a friend.