Family

We love,
What we hate,
Thinking of,
What they create.

A paradox,
In which we live,
Chains and locks,
To conceal all we give.

Looking to lean,
And abuse,
Are the mean,
Ignorance to accuse.

Family,
Or is it foe,
Happily,
The only seed we'll never sow.

Love Has Given Reason

I lay here admist,
The worst nightmare,
I could take the time to list,
But I know no one would really care.

Stab myself in the gut,
Just to know that it is real,
I look in the mirror but,
The shattering glass will not heal.

Shoved in my face,
Was what I wanted,
False hope to my disgrace,
Held in front of me and flaunted.

I took it as true,
When I knew it was a lie,
I shake before the hands of you,
Might as well die.

I say I am okay,
Nothing is wrong,
What am I supposed to say,
That my will is gone?

I'd like to say I still love you,
But right now I can not feel at all,
Numb as known by select few,
Truly I do not cry but I bawl.

I am but a pathetic man,
If I even deserve to survive,
I try all that I can,
And may I die as I would thrive.

At the hands of defeat,
In which I had once held so tight,
Just a simple key stroke of delete,
Hit by you to end a fight.

I lay here without giving you clues,
I will not strive,
Here may I pay my dues,
In the morning I will not be alive.

Love has given me a reason to live…
And love has given me a reason to say goodbye…
Love has given me a reason to give…
And love has given me a reason to die…

A Lost Retreat

I look deeply into her eyes,
I can't believe I might do this,
I can not forever wear disguise,
Hidden in the love of her kiss.

I can not stand to break her heart,
I care far too much to dare hurt her,
I should have known from the start,
Blame myself for all that may occur.

I stare down the barrel,
Of our dearest reality,
I pull the trigger of peril,
Leaning on the cracks of morality.

We will find the forgotten right,
The answer hides within there,
If salvation is found in what might,
Then we will find the lost flare.

We wander down our path unknown,
Searching for any sign of the ones we miss,
Vagrants living a life ever so alone,
Hidden in the lies that make your abyss.

Standing here outside your window,
I only wish to make our peace,
Caught in the whine of the willows,
I cry out for your love to release.

I stare down the barrel,
Of our dearest reality,
I pull the trigger of peril,
Leaning on the cracks of morality.

We will find the forgotten right,
The answer hides within there,
If salvation is found in what might,
Then we will find the lost flare.

From my head to my feet,
I'm drowning in endless red,
Thriving in a lost retreat,
Trapped in the paradox of what you said.

The Question We Are All Afraid to Ask

I will ask the question,
No one will answer,
You shriek at the mention,
More feared the cancer.

We look our loved ones in the eyes,
Saying how we feel inside,
How we feel like our will just dies,
And the self-righteous option of suicide.

We look in death's face,
Yet we are not afraid,
We live in disgrace,
Marching in a malevolent parade.

Is this really your decision?
Why must death be so tempting?
It isn't about love, but precision,
A departure so unrelenting.

I promise you,
There are better ways,
My care is true,
Life is but a misleading maze.

Together we will win,
A fight against all we fear,
You won't commit this sin,
Because for you, I will always be here.

Forever Faithfully

In the depths of my heart,
A flicker of light may I see,
She has been there from the start,
Right inside of me.

As I see myself in the shallows,
I hand in my resignation,
She is the girl I wish to follow,
My lone reason for respiration.

Forever starts today,
We will end our dismay,
For the darkness we are prey,
No longer will we live for yesterday.

We live to learn to see,
My heart would agree,
Together we will be,
Forever faithfully.

My life presses on,
My heart beats faster,
When you are gone,
I am a complete disaster.

Lurking in the distance,
Your outline appears,
I set up to the best of my resistance,
As I face my sum of all fears.

Forever starts today,
We will end our dismay,
For the darkness we are prey,
No longer will we live for yesterday.

We live to learn to see,
My heart would agree,
Together we will be,
Forever faithfully.

Each day and night,
I'll wait for you,
You're worth the fight,
For I know it's true.

Right in front of us,
Watch our sand,
It is in you I trust,
Will you take my hand?

Forever starts today,
We will end our dismay,
For the darkness we are prey,
No longer will we live for yesterday.

We live to learn to see,
My heart would agree,
Together we will be,
Forever faithfully.

No lies here,
Hear me true,
I hold you so dear,
I love you.

A Life of Nihilism

It starts with a story of
A boy lost in rhyme
He might have known love
Once upon a time

He's caught in the past
His heart on the shelf
How long will he last
Looking for no one but himself

Dreams being far from done
Each and every day
He reaches for the sun
As it slowly melts him away

He has no one left to care and
He has known
His life long since barren
Yet he is not alone

Maybe the original light
It was fake
The light she holds is truly bright
In the future she may make

He's been fading
By the lies he's weaved
Is his life worth saving
A life so deceived

A life of nihilism
They won't miss him at all
In the depths of his own criticism
May he fall

His heart, pop it
The hourglass needs not his sand
He's nothing more then a puppet
In the palm of your hand

Induced Euphoria

I'll sit and wait,
A lifetime if I must,
In a fallacy of happy that you may create,
I hold the sin of lust.

I've found reason,
To believe in a god,
For in this deafening season,
He brought me to meet more then just another facade.

Someone I can trust,
Someone in which I can rely,
I slowly rust,
Truly I never want to say "goodbye".

We may only be friends,
Maybe we always will be,
But the hope she sends,
Momentarily sets me free.

Don't wake me up from this dream,
I know it is but make-believe,
Though happy I may seem,
It must just be in a dream's reprieve.

Living in a utopia,
A life of phantasmagoria,
Hidden in your hysteria,
You bring me euphoria.

Broken Promises People Lean on IV : The False Reprieve

Looking at the wall,
He Shouldn't be able to live,
Too close of a call,
The once blood on his hands one should never forgive.

A night of thinking,
Looking back on his pathetic mind,
His heart was sinking,
Eluded by time.

He may feel a little,
But it really doesn't matter,
For his heart is all too brittle,
And tonight it may shatter.

Lurking in the corner of his eyes,
Is temptation,
A room full of broken sighs,
Lost in translation.

He knows thy truth,
He she will never love,
By the skin of his tooth,
He drowns out his visions of.

He won't allow,
Himself to be forgave,
Broken promises shouldn't endow.
To forget is far too grave.

Some wounds don't heal with time,
One can never be happy when they live in lie,
He wrote this rhyme to remind,
One can't trust he whose own promise he may defy.

Please just write him off,
He does not deserve,
He's nothing more then a pesky cough,
Who need not be preserved.

Searching

A walk on broken glass,
The cold still fills the void.
As the time continues to pass,
His will remains destroyed.

He has made a promise,
And for her he will keep it,
Living far from bliss,
He must not slit

Bleh Meh.

This is not a poem.
But I feel I need to say it.
When one says meh,
they aren't alright.
she may say it is nothing,
but I'm almost sure it is something.
Something has to be on her mind.
And to be brutally honest,
It has me down now.
All I can do is sit here and wonder,
And hope that it will blow over,
People aren't meh for no reason.
It hurts me not to ask,
But she doesn't want to say anything,
So I'll just sit and let it burn me.

Broken Promises People Lean on III : Newly Found Reason

A story of a lost girl,
She looks into the mirror,
Her hair full of curl,
And sees everything she may fear.

She trembles before her hand,
Holding her tool of sin,
As the hourglass drops the sand,
The shine pierces her skin.

One looks to her eyes,
As a waterfall is created,
Her escape from her demise,
Seems to only be found when she is inebriated.

But she is misunderstood,
Her past is all but a scar,
Yet she lives a life of good,
Situated from a far.

She feels she has no one left,
Who actually would care,
Yet her faith she kept,
Hope she had found there.

She looks in the mirror one last time,
And sees she has much reason to her life,
She sees her friends standing behind in her mind,
Finally seeing that she needs not the knife.

Broken Promises People Lean on II : Hope On the Horizon

It began,
His head buried in the sand,
A soul questioning his being,
He knew exactly what he was seeing.

He thought no one cared,
Never had he been so scared,
He was confused,
Himself he abused.

Then he shook,
Someone else wrote in his book
She herself carried many tales of despair,
Yet hope she would share.

Lost in his own heart,
He tore himself apart,
She knew he was under weather,
So she picked him up and put him back together.

He thought he had no reason left to live for,
Ignorance had left him sore,
He said many things that he would regret,
Yet it didn't make her forget.

He found out maybe there is a few,
The fingers point right on cue,
Never has he felt so fair,
Nothing better then to find out she actually cared.

Broken Promises People Lean on I : The Pseudotrust

The story begins,
With a boy in love,
Who feels he needs to drown himself in sin,
To show all that he truly cares of.

He finds out she hurts,
Inside he disbands,
Self-inflicted pain at its worse,
His blood on his hands.

He now has blood,
He needs to dispose,
Face down in the mud,
He must keep her eyes closed.

With his blood he scribbles on paper,
Such a dreaded thing did he do,
His will starts to taper,
As he wrote down in his blood "I LOVE YOU!".

People say he's crazy,
He believes it is heart he brings,
Though his eyes are hazy,
Love makes people do crazy things.

She will never know,
That this ever occurred,
He will never show,
Or let the truth be overheard.

All his actions,
Are to convince himself that it is real,
It is his reactions,
That shows how deeply he truly does feel.

In the Darkness of Humanity

In the darkness of humanity,
A lonely soul wanders,
An advocate of insanity,
Your life he ponders.

He lives a life of abhorrence,
Watching you and the being you take,
He hurries his conveyance,
To make sure you don't make his mistake.

You have much to live for,
You hold so much light,
Unable to see the lore,
Yourself you fight.

Drowning in the reflection,
You gasp for air,
You face a dreadful recollection,
Plummeting you to despair.

Lost in the darkness,
I find you alone,
This realm is far from harmless,
It is not a place to be at home.

Your arms,
I ever long,
My heart alarms,
To sing your song.

I am the lonely soul,
Lost in the image of,
Your beauty which makes me whole.
Where I fall in love.

Radiance

We are lost,
In what they call the world,
At what cost,
Are we hurled?

You have much to learn,
But so do I,
It is our concern,
Of what to do before we die.

Here we talk,
Of all we give,
A debated walk,
In which we truly live.

Together we break through,
The boundaries set by society,
Your love, I pursue,
And leave behind our anxiety.

We are worst,
At what we do best,
Our hearts are cursed,
Eternally put to rest.

The infinite galaxy,
In which we all face,
The unreachable fallacy,
In which we live in haste.

Here we talk,
Of all we give,
A debated walk,
In which we truly live.

Together we break through,
The boundaries set by society,
Your love, I pursue,
And leave behind our anxiety.

Your beauty,
It washes over me,
Just like a movie,
Compassion you will see.

Lost in the cadence,
Push comes to shove,
It is your radiance,
In which I have fallen in love.

A Distant Glacier

I will never learn,
That history is bound to repeat.
This past in which I yearn,
In the invisible we meet.

In these webs you weave,
I'm caught, gasping for air,
Your words fail to deceive,
And yet I still get trapped in your snare.

I dream so hard,
Of what could never be,
I let down my guard,
And suffer at my own decree,

That I believe,
With the curse I hold of memory,
I will never truly breathe,
For you will never come for me.

No signs of love here,
I'd be happy with just an ember,
Here I face my fear,
Will you remember?

That the surface shines,
While the inside rots,
My mind defines,
My heart clots.

I dream so hard,
Of what could never be,
I let down my guard,
And suffer at my own decree,

That I believe,
With the curse I hold of memory,
I will never truly breathe,
For you will never come for me.

Lost in the cadence,
Of your heart pounding away
Blinded by your radiance,
Revealing my inner decay.

You're a reminder of,
How I reach too far,
How you will never love,
How we will never know who we truly are.

I dream so hard,
Of what could never be,
I let down my guard,
And suffer at my own decree,

That I believe,
With the curse I hold of memory,
I will never truly breathe,
For you will never come for me.

I don't think I can ever face her,
I would never know what to say,
I am but a distant glacier,
Slowly melting away.

Addicted to Your Love

I am falling,
From heights unknown,
My heart, it's stalling,
Forever set in stone.

My blood follows your pulse,
Your breathing guides my will,
Here without you I convulse,
Never still.

Drowning in my favorite drug,
Hiding in my vision of,
The best of what we have dug,
I am addicted to your love.

The buzz is everything for me,
Together we rise above,
It is plain to the eye to see,
I am addicted to your love.

Lost in the sound,
Without a doubt,
I'm not breaking down,
I'm breaking out.

I need a fix now,
These feelings that you make,
They are the reason I vow,
That I am for you to take.

Drowning in my favorite drug,
Hiding in my vision of,
The best of what we have dug,
I am addicted to your love.

The buzz is everything for me,
Together we rise above,
It is plain to the eye to see,
I am addicted to your love.

In love and shadow,
I need you,
All these seeds that you sow,
Create memories of what we do.

I will always remember,
How you gifted me with passion,
In my mind you occur,
Your love is more then just a fashion.

Drowning in my favorite drug,
Hiding in my vision of,
The best of what we have dug,
I am addicted to your love.

The buzz is everything for me,
Together we rise above,
It is plain to the eye to see,
I am addicted to your love.

Just as I predicted,
I am addicted,
All I think of,
Is how I can show you my love.

You're Not Alone

There is a light in the distance,
Integrated in your mind,
Of love and persistence,
Beyond the reaches of our kind.

Alone and forsaken,
You think you have no one to trust,
Tired and shaken,
Through fallacy you must.

The seeds in which we sow,
The love in which we've grown,
You need to know,
You're not alone.

Salvation through what you say,
I feel it down to the bone,
In every way,
You're not alone.

Passion in my eyes,
Is what I give to you,
But your useless alibis,
Covers what is true.

You are so sensual,
More then just an example of,
You're so very beautiful,
That it makes me fall in love.

The seeds in which we sow,
The love in which we've grown,
You need to know,
You're not alone.

Salvation through what you say,
I feel it down to the bone,
In every way,
You're not alone.

As long as you live,
My love I will loan,
It is all I have to give,
You'll never be alone.

When Darkness is Reality

When darkness is reality,
Sin becomes the norm,
Gentleness turns into brutality,
The sun is covered by a storm.

As we are consumed,
Our will is demolished,
Lies are presumed,
Happiness abolished.

Love becomes hate,
Fake turns true,
Innocence begins to fornicate,
The many are the few.

Relief becomes pain,
Freedom grows into slavery,
The stable are insane,
Leaders lack bravery.

Desire becomes greed,
Good is outweighed by bad,
Flower remains seed,
Joy stays sad.

Sweet turns bitter,
Life is death,
Persistence becomes a quitter,
Right is left.

The awake are tired,
The found is lost,
The employees get fired,
Our resources exhaust.

Wisdom is ignorance,
Confidence is doubt,
Gloom covers radiance,
Our world turns inside out.

Darkness is our definition,
We're running out of time,
It is our ammunition,
Existing is our crime.

That was our past,
Which together we shall smother,
Our shadows no longer cast,
For we have each other.

Heart of a Rebel

It lives inside of me,
Never sink to its level.
It's what it wants to be,
The heart of a rebel.

A heart the functions without being,
It looms in my abyss,
A life without meaning,
It is the darkness.

I built up these bridges,
I broke down these walls,
But you tore out these pages,
And thought I'd forget it all.

There is no hope in this sin,
There is no world for tomorrow,
Self-righteousness is wearing thin,
There will be no more sorrow,
In this heart of a rebel.

I'm synchronizing my heartbeat,
To the rhythm of yours,
So when we finally meet,
We will be able to open the doors.

Hope is lurking in the light,
Maybe it does exist,
But it's still way too bright,
I can't go alone to where darkness is amiss.

I built up these bridges,
I broke down these walls,
But you tore out these pages,
And thought I'd forget it all.

There is no hope in this sin,
There is no world for tomorrow,
Self-righteousness is wearing thin,
There will be no more sorrow,
In this heart of a rebel.

I am mistaken,
I am the voices inside of your head.
Me, I am forsaken,
I am left for dead.

You are the reason,
You are the ambitions inside my heart,
You, You are my treason,
That gives me will to make a new start.

You are my identity,
Keeping me from the devil.
You live inside of me,
You're the heart of this rebel.

No Cure

Why am I thinking of this construction,
About death's alluring decay?
Just a belief of this destruction,
Could end all this dismay.

Life always has been so cruel,
With its deadly aroma of pain,
This maleficent tool,
Is just driving me insane.

Life is the end of you and me,
Life will always end in misery.
It bring in the chaos of tomorrow,
And drives in more sorrow.
Yet life is the cycle we all must endure,
But for this pain, there is no cure.

What is all this talk of destiny?
Why do these aches follow me?
Is it because they hate me?
Or am I all they can see?

Who knows why I am the victim,
How could I fall in this storm?
All this agony lays down these symptoms,
Leaving our minds out of form.

Life is the end of you and me,
Life will always end in misery.
It bring in the chaos of tomorrow,
And drives in more sorrow.
Yet life is the cycle we all must endure,
But for this pain, there is no cure.

I wish I could survive my own defeat,
But I only seem to lose my grip.
All of this feels overwhelming, these feats,
But my thoughts are of life's slow drip.

All my life I wished to be loved back,
But I know she was only a fallacy of my dreams.
We fall down to this deep fact,
Of these lonely seems.

Life is the end of you and me,
Life will always end in misery.
It bring in the chaos of tomorrow,
And drives in more sorrow.
Yet life is the cycle we all must endure,
But for this pain, there is no cure.

Ripped apart by wishes of eternal happiness,
As I lose my grip on reality.
My depression and its sadness,
Brings us even less morality.

Visions of past and present,
Brings on more despair,
Fooled by life's own irrelevance,
Ending it so unfair.

Life is the end of you and me,
Life will always end in misery.
It bring in the chaos of tomorrow,
And drives in more sorrow.
Yet life is the cycle we all must endure,
But for this pain, there is no cure.

As I fall into the imaginary,
I become so mean.
Yes, I know of the stress I carry,
How this life became so keen.

This life ends with me,
Along with all its insecurities.
Don't worry the afterlife fails to be obscene,
It has been cleared of all impurities.

Life is the end of you and me,
Life will always end in misery.
It bring in the chaos of tomorrow,
And drives in more sorrow.
Yet life is the cycle we all must endure,
But for this pain, there is no cure.

Slacking around is all that you will do,
And be entertained constantly.
But why is that not good enough for you?
Happiness is lost too frequently.

Yes life is a burden of truth,
And all of us wish that hate would die.
Just pay the toll at the booth,
You death is the cost of the freedom you wish to buy.

Now go on,
End with this win,
You know there is con,
Because self-righteousness comes from sin.

Your Life Inside My Heart

Stand her and listen while I burn,
I have a lesson for you to learn,
It is your love that I will ever yearn,
All of you troubles are my main concern.

It is important only to me,
After this it will be through my heart you will see.
Everything I ever hoped to be,
Will never come free.

In this life of grief and sorrow,
I don't know if there will be a tomorrow,
This is the life I choose to follow,
Without love it is tough to swallow.

Who am I in this world of pain,
Having to thrive completely in vain,
Only you can keep me sane,
There is no benefit in possessing my brain.

What is a poet without inspiration,
When around you it is my transpiration.
If only love was an accumulation,
Would it save me from being just another cancellation?

Though my words are far and few,
There is no hiding what is true.
In heart and tongue I have but one view,
And it is of the hold that comes from you.

Through eyes of blood red lust,
Whose gears are all but rust,
Comes a state of win or bust,
Earning your love is a must.

It is the sun that shines in the dark,
It is the purr behind the bark,
It is the energy within the the spark,
It is the emotion that leaves a mark.

There is no reason for me to be a part,
Just like without you I can not start,
To believe in the meaning of being smart,
For can not truly be without you in my heart.

Other Side of Me

Who am I to hide in fear,
From something I'd love to be?
Ever since the moment I met you here,
I've wished for you to see,
This other side of me.

You are the one who brightens my day,
I am the one who admires your words.
What else is there to say,
I wish you could fly to see the views of the birds,
And feel this other side of me.

What is this I feel around you?
I can't be quite sure.
Do you feel the same way I do?
The softness hides without a cure,
In the other side of me.

Who am I to kid around,
I know exactly that it is you.
But how do you make my heart pound?
Making me feel all like I do,
Through this other side of me.

Until we meet I can only dream,
How it would feel to have your head on my shoulder,
Cuddling as a team,
Maybe we will meet when we are older,
And once and for all unleash this other side of me.

Another ode to you and me,
A token of my affection.
For it takes you to see,
My true reflection,
Hidden deep in this other side of me.

This other side of me,
Locked away just to tear me apart,
Just a symbol of what could be,
Just like the key you hold to my heart,
You unlock this otherside of me.

Angels

I will never understand what it is about you,
That makes me feel the way that I do.
Like a cause without a rebel,
Or a hell without a devil,
Without you, I'm incomplete.

When I'm around you I feel like I could move a mountain,
And you make my heart pump blood like a water fountain.
More then this I wish, I could wake up to your face,
So I could just lay there and embrace,
You as my light inside this dark place called my heart.

Never has there been a single doubt,
Of how you make me want to shout.
About how great you make me feel,
And how my heart has lost it's seal,
Opened up for the world to know.

All because of you i believe in angels,
Not the kind with wings, no not the kind with halos,
But the kind that brings you hope,
That makes it possible to cope,
With this little thing called life.

I have a promise I'd like to make to you,
That no matter where we end up or what we do,
That I will never forget about the time we shared,
Or the fact of how much you cared,
For me.

With a knife I engrave this in my heart,
That nothing that happens will ever tear us apart,
A reminder of our feelings,
That knows no boundaries and has no ceilings,
Just like our initials carved in a tree.

You're the oil on my gears,
You're the eardrums in my ears,
You're the blood within my veins,
You're the conscience that keeps me sane,
All because of you I have reason to be.

I wake up hoping today will be the day,
That I will be able to hold you and say,
That as long as I am alive it'll be true,
I'll always love you.

The Drone

Look into my eyes,
See right through them and watch me prioritize.
Should I look up? Should I look down?
How could I know how to turn this around?

Should I trust? Should I believe?
That I'm the only one who wanted to leave.
I look at you, You look at me,
Do you see what you want to be?

I am the individual, I am the drone,
I am the one whose left all alone.
So take this time, and make it right,
Only through heart can you win this fight.

Who am I? Who are you?
How are we going to figure out what to do?
Should we try? Should we run?
What's the benefit of actually getting this done?
Will we win? Will we lose?
Either way, who will we accuse?

I am the individual, I am the drone,
I am the one whose left all alone.
So take this time, and make it right,
Only through heart can you win this fight.

Time to think, time to know,
That this will come right down to the soul.
Now we conquer, now we win,
We finally found a way to end this sin.
It was really simple, it wasn't hard,
All we had to do was go back to the start.

I am the individual, I am the drone,
I am the one whose left all alone.
So take this time, and make it right,
Only through heart can you win this fight.

Let's remember, how it began,
We loved each other, wouldn't let it disband.
We told the truth, we told the lies,
We were around when we cried.
But yet I remember, but yet your forgotten,
Played with my heart and now it's stopping.

I am the individual, I am the drone,
I am the one whose left all alone.
So take this time, and make it right,
Only through heart can you win this fight.

My Present to You

Come a little closer, maybe you'll see,
Exactly what was going on inside of me.
Now it's all over, it's too late to change my mind,
The knife was the thing I decided to find.

Look back at this suicidal memory,
Pass over it and remember what it was meant to be.
How long could I expect this love to outweigh ignorance,
I should have known that it would all end with intolerance.

Now I must rush to your side,
Say my goodbyes,
For I must leave now.
And after all that we've been through,
My heart is now permanently a part of you.

All of my life, I've dreamed of a day,
Where you and I together would drift away.
To an island of our fantasy,
Where together we could surpass the boundaries of society.

But at the end of the trail,
All I found was betrayal.
Then malevolent darkness had covered what was right,
How close the darkness was from merging with light.

Now I must rush to your side,
Say my goodbyes,
For I must leave now.
And after all that we've been through,
My heart is now permanently a part of you.

May the stars in the night,
Lend me their light,
And give me the power from above,
So I can get along without your love.

But there's no substitution for you,
No one else can make this dream come true.
All there is left to say before I die,
Is bye bye.

Now I must rush to your side,
Say my goodbyes,
For I must leave now.
And after all that we've been through,
My heart is now permanently a part of you.

Now I lay dead beside you,
But my present to you, it made it through.

An One-Way Street

Here I am as another night goes by,
I am laying here just wondering why.
My life has yet to cease all my sorrow,
I hope my luck changes before tomorrow.

This girl will always have the best of me,
As I am screwed over by destiny.
Restraining my love is no easy feat,
For now love is only a one-way street.

Since that emotional St. Patrick's day,
I've felt like I'm on a deserted cay.
For every beat brings even more pain,
As the pain slowly drives my heart insane.

Consumed yet again by the lonely dark,
As my emotions slowly leave a mark.
As I am lost in an endless abyss,
Looking for the light I dearly miss.

The dark refuses to fade into light,
All my hopes and dreams are lost from my sight.
Now my hopes are just simple memories,
Getting over you is still tough for me.

A Lonely World

In this lonely world of our broken love,
I fall into my separated heart.
Destroyed by our own wishes from above,
Emotional distress, we drift apart.

Though I tried to solve this confusing fight,
She wished to sever my heart's persuasion.
So I shall continue to chase the light,
Leaving my dreams in a constellation.

The conflict of loving one of your friends,
Is being to close to your fantasy,
For when too close you will suffer from bends,
You have left yourself without courtesy.

But without who I desperately seek,
I am a disaster without reason.
For when I lack her I am incomplete,
I shall chase her through every season.

Though my deep love will never fade,
I shall continue this weird masquerade.