Just Don't Blink

Broken love and shattered smiles,
Leading the way to your door,
Inside is wasted time and empty vials,
And you all beaten and tore.

I can see you need a hand,
But it takes two to make this right,
I can only help you stand,
If you are willing to face the fight.

I can see the pain,
The world has caused you,
Your will they may drain,
And how nothing you can do.

You can't blink,
Or else they will tear us apart,
And don't ever think,
That they were right from the start.

You deserve better,
Then what they've done,
Like I may play letter,
I will show you the sun.

This is not yet known,
But it will be needed in near time,
Through the seeds you've sewn,
You will need this rhyme.

I care so much,
And yet I always want more,
I will always offer a crutch,
But It is you I still long for.

Wearing Thin

This love is wearing thin,
Yet it seems to endure,
It can bend but not break again,
For it is still strong one may infer.

This reflection once so defined,
Is now hard to see clearly,
Search so hard but can't seem to find,
Why I once held her so dearly.

Do I like who she is,
Or who I made her into,
A case of hit or miss,
A game of fake or true.

We all have to let go,
One time or another,
I never said I told you so,
So we will hold onto each other.

I never said it would be easy,
But together we will press on,
We will get through it believe me,
For I remain here when everything else is gone.

The Magnificent Alice

Let me introduce you all,
To the girl formally known as Alice Murray,
She will be my downfall,
When one day she releases her fury.

I hear she is quite nice,
But to me she is full of maleficent malice,
Nothing I do is enough to suffice,
For the one and only magnificent Alice.

I tell her I love her,
And my life she does threat,
Will acceptance ever occur,
Or will she just always fret?

She will take my breath
With her hanger of metal,
It will be my death,
When I try and settle.

She thinks I have bad intent,
And that my twin I would rape,
Might as well be Hell sent,
For Alice's rage I can't escape.

I am afraid to say,
My life doesn't stand a chance,
I could not survive a day,
In the presence of this girl of dance.

But still I know it's true,
My attempts will never end,
If it is the last thing I do,
I'll make Alice my friend.

I Cannot Always Be Perfect

I have to let you know,
That I will always be there,
How much I care I will show,
Through the times of joy and despair.

When I am happy and feel like I'm blessed,
I will be there to tell you it is okay,
And when I am broken down and depressed,
I will let you know that I'm here anyway.

For you will always be worth it,
But there might be times I make you cry,
For I cannot always be perfect,
But I will always try.

Everything I tell you, you deserve it,
To you I swear that I will never lie,
But I cannot always be perfect,
But I will always try.

Through the times of glee,
And when the times are tough,
The times we feel free,
And when we feel we're not enough.

Always I will be here for you,
To help you face down a demon,
For you, anything I would do,
My love gives me the reason.

For you will always be worth it,
But there might be times I make you cry,
For I cannot always be perfect,
But I will always try.

Everything I tell you, you deserve it,
To you I swear that I will never lie,
But remember I cannot always be perfect,
But I will always try.

I'd do anything for a smile,
For it makes me complete,
One would make it worth the while,
And sweep me off my feet.

So when you are down,
I will be ready to hold,
Your joy will be found,
And I will not let you be cold.

For you will always be worth it,
But there might be times I make you cry,
For I cannot always be perfect,
But I will always try.

Everything I tell you, you deserve it,
To you I swear that I will never lie,
But I cannot always be perfect,
But I will always try.

Stand Strong, My Love

How do you put up with this,
Each and every time he harms,
When it happens I long to kiss,
And hold you in my arms.

Every time he pushes you around,
And hurts you yet again,
I want to make him floor bound,
And see the pain he puts you in.

He frustrates me so,
To abuse he has no right,
I cannot seem to let go,
Of his act so trite.

Please stand strong,
So he can see,
That he is wrong,
Please do it for me.

You never have deserved,
This suffering he has caused you,
Your being needs to be preserved,
You know what you have to do.

Don't let him know he gets to you,
He will become unsatisfied,
With his Hell he put you through,
He isn't worth the times you've cried.

I promise I'll lend a hand,
To help you anyway I am able,
Just keep your feet on solid land,
And I'll be your crutch to stay stable.

Toni-Raye's Birthday Poem

Happy birthday Toni-Raye,
I wish I could be there too,
That would be the day,
When I could finally be with you.

You always find a way,
To make me smile,
It makes my heart sway,
And I remain breathless for a while.

Your smile shines as well,
A thought of it gives me many a butterfly,
And it is easy to tell,
That on their wings you make me fly.

Even though you deny this,
Very beautiful you are,
And this beauty is impossible to miss,
As you are what I wish for upon a star.

And in my dreams you live,
Creating endless bliss,
All the happiness you give,
From thoughts of you being my first kiss.

So enjoy your birthday,
And be happy like you made me,
Only one thing left to say,
I love you baby.

When Everything Else Is Gone

We all have people,
Who bring us down,
Make us feel less than equal,
And in our tears we drown.

They build walls,
Tear us apart,
Still we stand tall,
For we have heart.

They may oppress,
And try to lower our self-esteem,
But they will never make us depress,
Or take away our ability to dream.

For under these stars we wish upon,
The enemy we will smother,
For when everything else we have is gone,
We will still always have each other.

He may say you are weak,
And quite worthless,
How your future is bleak,
Leaving you hopeless.

He couldn't be anymore wrong,
Don't let him hurt you again,
For together we are strong,
And your smile is my lifesaving medicine.

They may oppress,
And try to lower our self-esteem,
But they will never make us depress,
Or take away our ability to dream.

For under these stars we wish upon,
The enemy we will smother,
For when everything else we have is gone,
We will still always have each other.

But don't ever give in,
Just let the rain wash away,
He will never win,
If you live this way.

You know I will always want you,
More than I can show,
Your worth is true,
More than you know.

My Incest Twin's Birthday Poem

To a close friend,
Somewhere factored in,
My wishes I do send,
To my beloved incest twin.

Dancing her way,
Into my heart over time,
With a monkey named Dante,
And striped socks that will be mine.

Though I'll never escape,
Alice and her hanger of metal,
Nor you and your sims rape,
I still find time with your life to mettle.

We have so much to do,
If we ever did meet,
No on would understand but you,
For our friendship is so discreet.

We would draw all night,
Salsa dancing I would learn,
We would swim out of sight,
And random stuff we may burn.

So happy happy birthday,
My one and only incest twin,
And if I may,
Thanks for everything you've done again.

My Bestest Friend

I hear a sound,
Of your creation,
Such a good vibe is found,
In our relation.

I feel the blood flow,
It's getting quicker,
This heart beat will never slow,
In this wondrous picture.

Just like a dream,
It can't be predicted,
Just like my blood stream,
We're bound and restricted.

You are my drug,
Taking me higher,
With each lick and every hug,
You inspire.

This can never end,
You will always be a part,
My bestest friend,
Will always live in my heart.

If Only They Were Lonely

I see it in your eyes,
Not meaning to gloat,
But I can hear the butterflies,
Fluttering in your throat.

I can see you are shaking,
It is okay to be a little nervous,
It is the fire we are making,
Even if you don't think you deserve us.

I doubt people will accept it,
They could never understand,
That does not justify us to quit,
But rather to hold your hand.

I do not need to suppress,
How I feel when I'm in love,
For without you I'd feel the stress,
And not live in the heavens above.

Some might say,
We are moving way too fast,
But it is our way,
To make it last.

But never be afraid,
To be who you are,
For they will degrade,
For loving someone a far.

It is in their ignorance,
That they have never known,
Blinded by false radiance,
For they have never been all alone.

Always Been Paper Thin

I don't know why,
I now hurt so much,
I think I need to breakdown and cry,
And not go for a crutch.

I need to feel it,
Penetrating deeper than skin,
But to my emotions I emit,
I shouldnt be scared to sin.

It has seen this many a time,
And has been repeated again and again,
Maybe it is a sign,
That my skin has always been paper thin.

I thirst for the pulse,
To see myself bleed,
Watch myself convulse,
I just feel the need.

To fill the void,
For I know it so well,
My hope may be destroyed,
Only time will tell.

For it has seen this many a time,
And has been repeated again and again,
Maybe it is a sign,
That my skin has always been paper thin.

Now I go silent,
I will do it alone,
The outcome is indefinite,
As I won't pay attention to the phone.

Can I survive my will,
Do I care enough,
As my blood it spills,
Can I just call it a bluff?

And as I see it one more time,
Repeated again and again,
Maybe it is a sign,
That my skin has always been paper thin.

Scars Are My Skin

A step in my shoes,
How long will it take to break?
Desolate views,
Is it a way of life or just a mistake?

It was just after my birthday,
When my heart finally did sink,
I threw my life away,
When my mind would not stop to think.

I was wrecked and broken,
All blood stained again and again,
Now I'm always over spoken,
And the scars I now call my skin.

I live through this,
So alone and forsaken,
I never thought I'd miss,
The days when I was only mistaken.

As my life goes,
I've forgotten how to feel,
All these cuts that won't close,
And these wounds that will never heal.

And I get through it,
On your wings of light,
I can almost now forget,
How I've repeatedly lost the fight.

Now a smile is always right there,
It has shown to be all worth it,
Someone for I can always care,
And finally I know the meaning of perfect.

Even after going days without food,
And days without sleep,
I owe you so much more than gratitude,
For I am no longer skin deep.

All I'll Ever Need

I feel so cold,
I hope you feel good tonight,
I just need something to hold,
And everything would be alright.

I want it so bad,
Even though I know I can't have it,
Why must this always make me sad,
Is this when I finally forfeit?

If you can wait for me,
I swear I'll make it work,
Make it worth the fee,
For when without you I'm berserk.

I want to hear you say,
"You know I'm right here,
I am forever here to stay,
And together we will never know fear.

For we make each other strong,
And for each other we plead,
That nothing can go wrong,
For you are all I'll ever need."

I will never hurt you intentionally,
And with all this hope your smile sends,
I knew it'd happen eventually,
But just please never say we will always only be just friends......

To Be Alone

He listens to the crashing wave,
As is pulls him from his loved one,
There is no way to save,
For he has went numb.

Consumed by all this pain,
Was it ever really worth it?
Was his time spent in vain,
Trying to win a girl so perfect?

He drifts away on the pieces of his heart,
Shattered beyond human comprehension,
Broken and ripped so far apart,
On the most cruelest of intention.

And in the shifting tides,
He finally begins to sink,
Even as his death subsides,
He was never enough to even make her think.

She cared for no one,
Possessing a heart of stone,
He had no where to run,
If only she knew what it was like to be alone.

The Burning Questions

The burning questions,
Running through my head,
Maybe wished suggestions,
Of me just being dead.

Could this ever be?
Most likely not,
She would not want to wait for me,
For I will be forgot.

Does she love you?
I doubt anyone would,
And I know it will never be true,
Even if being together could.

Why do you even try?
I have not a clue,
It always makes me cry,
Whenever I do.

Is this really worth it?
Even though it may cause pain,
I will never quit,
For she never fails to make me feel sane.

Heaven Sent

A hope buried in the silence,
On a early summer day,
Met its own defiance,
And slowly melted away.

He knows every night,
That the fire never ends,
To him it never felt right,
Calling this just friends.

He is not breaking out,
But he is breaking down,
He never had a doubt,
That love he would of found.

Now he sits and thinks,
Bound and restricted,
As his hope slowly shrinks,
By whose smile he is addicted.

But the love lives on,
Refusing to ever die,
In his eyes it stays drawn,
And for living it is his alibi.

He can only dream for a day,
When she can live near,
But by then he'll fade away,
She will have someone else to hold dear.

He releases these feelings,
As a way to vent,
For they have no ceilings,
Towards this girl heaven sent.

A Barren Street

He walks a barren street,
The only one he has ever known,
He can not bear this intense heat,
And there's no one to carry him cause he's alone.

Surrounded by emptiness,
He wanders searching for his heart,
In hopes to find his bliss,
Waiting to find a new start.

A stranger passes through,
In search of a heart as well,
She says "I don't know what it is about you,
But I need you and I can tell."

As time goes by,
Their smiles grow,
They never question why,
They are slowly losing their woe.

One day he turns to her,
And says "I think I am in love",
She never thought it would occur,
And she says "I have since my first sight of."

They each had a heart,
But the other had theirs first,
Each held a part,
That once was just a curse.

They still walk this once barren street,
Now looking for nothing but another day,
Where they recollect when they did meet,
And when their paths went astray.

They found salvation,
In each others eyes,
Now living in a love of their creation,
Without the hassle of living in lies.

Welcome to Oblivion

A game of failing faith,
Saying you trust but never do,
In these arms you feel never safe,
And the insecurity consumes you.

This lie is slowly eating away,
At your soul and heart,
You never meant to feel this way,
From the inside being torn apart.

So welcome to oblivion,
Where we all are our own enemy,
Things will never be the same again,
For we bear this entity.

You want to do what is right,
But you are scared that you will cause pain,
Inside you are having a fight,
Against yourself within your brain.

Or you can finally admit,
It is all a lie,
You can move on and forget,
That time you made me cry.

So welcome to oblivion,
Where we all are our own enemy,
Things will never be the same again,
For we bear this entity.

Forget the blood that I spilled,
All over my wrist,
To remember it I am thrilled,
And at the thought I triumphantly pump my fist.

All that time was wasted,
On your ever vibrant voice,
All those lies I tasted,
Left me without a choice.

So welcome to oblivion,
Where we all are our own enemy,
Things will never be the same again,
For we bear this entity.

Perfect Kiss

As the silence before us breaks,
And your voice begins to beacon,
As the ground beneath us shakes,
We will pause for but a second.

We stare into each others eyes,
Twinkling in a moment of recollection,
Then we synchronize in cries,
We never thought we would know perfection.

Our lips crash into each other,
And we tremble from being nervous,
We would wait a lifetime for another,
For when together they can't hurt us.

All we ever could need,
Is now all right here,
On each others love we feed,
We have nothing left to fear.

Now I don't need wings to fly,
For I can fly with your bliss,
I could never see you with another guy,
After the birth of that perfect kiss.

A Story of Love

Chasing the night,
Without a care,
Love at first sight,
It was just there.

Standing so still,
As the jaw hits the floor,
The void starts to fill,
Unlike ever before.

Hit it off,
Right from hello,
Uttering a nervous cough,
As the words bellow.

Talk for a long time,
See the rising sun,
Caught in the shine,
Is a love just begun.

A few years go by,
"Til death do us part",
A happy cry,
Towards this new start.

Grow old,
Fading away,
Their lives are sold,
After one last thought of the day.

A story of love,
Too good to be true,
Throw away those you care of,
For it is selfish to you.

My Mind

You taste the sorrow,
You lick it from your lips,
There is no tomorrow,
For you are in the apocalypse.

You walk on broken glass,
In hopes the shards will lead the way,
You question but are afraid to ask,
Why you press on this day.

The air is so rigid,
Cutting at your limbs and face,
Your heart so frigid,
Cries to get out of this place.

You climb the highest mountains,
You search the lowest trenches,
All you found were countless sins,
And a bunch of holes in my defenses.

Such an ugly place,
To ever find,
And to my disgrace,
You found my mind.