Amazing

The sound of her voice can calm the mightiest tornado,
The way a siren would lead you wayward,
The shimmer of her hair could distract you from her halo,
The look of her eyes could steal your every word.

I'd been searching for quite a while,
Thinking that perfection wasn't part of this world,
I never knew it existed until I saw her smile,
How my life changed when I saw this girl.

I was running in circles soon after,
Trying to catch my mind,
Soon I noticed my worries were lost in laughter,
My troubles were left behind.

And with each beat of my heart,
I could feel hers beat as one,
This was the beginning of the start,
The raising of the sun.

Now I can't help but see in the face of every child,
A kid who could be ours,
At the sight of couples my mind goes wild,
I see me and her spending our hours.

Arguing over who loves the other more,
Or talking about anything we can,
The whole world would hear my heart roar,
When she made me her man.

All that's left,
Is to imagine her lips upon mine,
Locking onto my every breath,
The dream gets me every time.

I could go on forever for you,
About the way my heart is racing,
I'll leave off with the most true,
That to me, you are the definition of amazing.

Isn't One At All

It is scary to think,
The thought at hand,
A hope you would not sink,
Lower than the ground you stand.

It is so hard to believe,
When everything isn't cured,
I just wish you'd relieve,
Me of the struggles I've endured.

As I am living without you,
It is so hard not to fall,
If only you knew,
That a life without you isn't one at all.

I wake up thinking of your name,
Out of my bed I crawl,
Wondering if you think the same,
While I don't live a life at all.

All my focus is out of touch,
Searching for what is left behind,
Since that day I haven't felt much,
I just fight the daily grind.

Tallying the days to settle the score,
In hopes that they will soon not matter,
All I want is love, you, and nothing more,
I dream so vividly of the latter.

As I am living without you,
It is so hard not to fall,
If only you knew,
That a life without you isn't one at all.

I wake up thinking of your name,
Out of my bed I crawl,
Wondering if you think the same,
While I don't live a life at all.

The Unforgiving End

I still can see the feeling,
The way we used to laugh and play,
Maybe it's best to leave us reeling,
From what we thought was okay.

Carving our names in the bark,
While the tree of life came crashing down,
Oh how suddenly has it became dark,
How quickly doubt has found.

A reasonable doubt has gave us trial,
The court listens to our endless cries,
But every word was machined to defile,
All the jury could hear were lies.

Where we said we had all we needed,
We meant it only half-hearted,
We stepped too far from where we seeded,
Our roots are too far to finish what we started.

Up-rooted by our own wishes from Hell,
Hopes to be more than we could fake,
A dream to be all that we could well,
When every word was on the take.

We were bribed on our own ambition,
To find something that we could hold as real,
Something other than another flat-lined inhibition,
Something that no thief could ever steal.

The last thing we needed was bad news,
In memory of what we used to call friend,
Just another wound to cauterize and bruise,
In the unforgiving end.

All My Life

I'll be the one to tuck you in at night,
I'll make sure the bed bugs don't bite,
I won't let the monsters in the closet get out,
In my arms you will be safe, without a doubt.

I will hold you when you are scared,
In case of emergency, I'll be well prepared,
I'll take the bullet so you don't have to,
I'll give my all if it means it can be me and you.

'Cause all my life,
I looked for someone like you,
For all my life,
I wanted something true.

After all this time I see something new,
And now I don't have to think twice,
I'm so grateful that I finally found you,
The deeper meaning of my life.

When it's cold I'll snuggle you to keep you warm,
I'll give you my jacket to keep you dry in the storm,
When you're tired I'll carry you off to bed,
When you fall asleep I'll nestle your sweet head.

I will give you my shoulder when you have to cry,
I'll accompany you to mourn when people die,
I'll rub your back when you want me to,
I'll do anything if it means it can be me and you.

'Cause all my life,
I looked for someone like you,
For all my life,
I wanted something true.

After all this time I see something new,
And now I don't have to think twice,
I'm so grateful that I finally found you,
The deeper meaning of my life.

I'll always make sure you get to feed,
Forever, happily, I'll be whatever you need,
Because I'm here through the thick and thin,
For now I'll be your best friend, 'til the bitter end.

After all this time I see something new,
And now I don't have to think twice,
I'm so grateful that I finally found you,
The deeper meaning of my life.

To Keep Myself from Me

I wish I had the strength,
To tell you what I hide,
I'd go to great length,
To show you confide.

I can't fight this anymore,
But it's already too late,
I lost what I was fighting for,
And have acquired this fate.

A fate that is left unspoken,
As  I can't seem to bring it to words,
I'm laying here broken,
It all seems so absurd.

I'd give up everything,
Just to feel you one last time,
To make me feel that something,
That needs neither reason nor rhyme.

All it needed was feeling,
Something to bring my heart to a beat,
To give me wings to break through the ceiling,
And find my way to my feet.

The feeling that I was afraid to show,
To you who held the key,
Yet you never got to know,
That you had a hold of me.

But you found something better,
A different fish in the sea,
Now I'm left with nothing but letter,
To keep myself from me.

All Along

You have no clue,
How much this is felt,
I know not what to do,
With the cards I have been dealt.

 I sit here through the night,
Counting the tears upon my chest,
Trying to find what's right,
Trying to lay this part of me to rest.

I thought we might have something deep,
But you were no different than them,
It's been days since I've found sleep,
All because I lost my rings gem.

I lost a piece I refused to reveal,
The piece of me that I let you keep,
Now I'm left knowing not how to feel,
I try to open my mouth but I can't speak.

You had to pull me apart,
When you took me by the hand,
Played the role with the good girl heart,
To leave me behind in the sand.

Leaving me to face the raging tide,
That now is burying me at sea,
I just started to confide,
To let you have me.

But now at the bottom of the ocean,
I am now long gone,
I'm drowning in the water of my emotion,
Is this what you wanted, all along?