Empty Tonight

Are you alone right now,
Because I surely don't feel right,
I leave you and vow,
That I feel empty tonight.

Use me for your own want,
Act like I should only think for you,
Your vanity is my taunt,
My dear there is nothing you can do.

You know you kill me,
He obviously makes you happy so I'm done,
I'm not the one for you I can see,
So no longer will I let you have my heart won.

I'll free myself from the chains,
I become a rolling stone,
My heart is accustomed to change,
It has never had a steady home.

Cut the throats of joy and bliss,
Waiting for you to say,
I love you too as you I already miss,
As you burn me away.

I'm the living buried among the dead,
Will I ever understand why I picked your stem,
The false hope my emotions were fed,
Do you understand what you did to them?

I'm lost and decayed,
I still question why I try,
My heart is empty and betrayed,
As you have given me reasons to die.

Here upon the nails I laid,
Searching for purpose not to die,
But as the light she may fade,
As you have given me reason to say goodbye.

Are you alone right now,
Because I surely don't feel right,
I leave you and vow,
That I feel empty tonight.

Somebody Else

The day has come,
But what is it really worth,
What are we hiding from,
No reason on earth.

Pump water like wells don't run dry,
I'll just be able to give forever,
What is the purpose to even try,
For a lie, for you, for me, whatever.

Don't call out my name,
Or anything else,
Nothing will be the same,
Can't be honest with even myself.

I don't want to talk about it,
You just make me cry,
I try so hard just to forget,
Just don't ask why.

You make me not wanna be me,
I can't just be fine,
There is no reason for me to be,
Sign me away on the dotted line.

Don't tell me you care,
I can't understand even myself,
How I feel is like drowning in despair,
Have you ever wished you were somebody else?

A Love Eclipse

The sunshine,
A shadow lays upon you,
The day is ruined in my mind,
An eclipse has destroyed my view.

The clouds can't conceal enough,
The rays that burned away my reservoir,
For the man who was struck with love,
Was crossed by the star.

He can't find his way back,
Through the dark and cold,
The pressure rises and he cracks,
In the rain's dreary hold.

Built him up and now you break him down,
He never feels the same,
No time left to turn around,
Lost his wife and name.

They just got up and left,
Blame the weather for his luck,
His heart is a victim of theft,
In your mold it's stuck.

The Hero of Memory

You got here just in time,
The show is about to begin,
Grab a seat for the perfect crime,
Let the scene soak in.

Tonight the barrier is broken,
The hero is not set to win,
Good-hearted but outspoken,
On his knees again.

Can he finally take control,
Taste triumphs flavor,
Will he save her heart and his soul,
When asked to be the savior.

The police can not always patrol,
And there is glory to savor,
To him the glass is half full,
But the battle is in his favor.

In the face of fear,
His heart and soul finally agree,
With the drop of a happy tear,
He mends her heart free.

Guided by love he will appear,
Though the hero can not see,
For he can only hear,
The hero of memory.

Ain't From Falling Down

I'm so sorry for all the pain,
Every last bruise,
I don't know how you stay sane,
Nor who to accuse.

I know you love him,
But you shouldn't allow,
His actions are so grim,
To stop it I don't know how.

I wish the scars would fade,
They ain't from falling down,
You seem so afraid,
When your drunk dad is around.

His fists are spotless,
But your skin is covered in stain,
He could careless,
About your pain.

You just hide and cry,
Act like your dad never abuses,
Keep it secret til you die,
About these black eyes and these bruises.

I wish the scars would fade,
They ain't from falling down,
You seem so afraid,
When your drunk dad is around.

Like She Did Before

Can I save my heart,
From the thief,
She tore it apart,
Brought it grief.

Is it worth it to save,
Something so empty and black,
There's more life beyond the grave,
And I don't want to take it back.

It wipes out my grin,
And I can't take this anymore,
Waiting for her to come around again,
Like she did before.

She cuts down my will,
All we do is argue,
The pain is on the edge of kill,
And she doesn't have a clue.

She says she is my best friend,
But we both know thats a lie,
My life she will end,
As tonight my heart dies.

It wipes out my grin,
And I can't take this anymore,
Waiting for her to come around again,
Like she did before.

Leave

I am so ashamed,
I can't stand to be seen,
My use is strained,
Why must I be so mean?

Hang my head,
I don't deserve to breath,
I might as well be dead,
I know you will leave.

I can't make it on my own,
On my knees I yell,
I face the storm alone,
You kill me can't you tell.

I feel the pain through the night,
Sleep is never seen,
Tears fill my sight,
And nightmares are my dreams.

I can't help but be sad,
You need to choose between us two,
I need to leave so bad,
Either you leave him or I leave you.

A Rolling Admiration

A strike of lightning,
A braced smile soon gleams,
Quite striking,
Is Jaimee McQueen.

A rolling admiration,
Skating all around,
A girl of her own creation,
Standing out in the crowd.

Warped is her kind of sound,
While she colors away,
Glimmering eyes of deep brown,
Loving the color grey.

When she wants to eat,
Raspberries are her choice,
When I pass she always greets,
With her melodic voice.

Though there's still so much to learn,
To her my hand extends;
Like an egg waiting to hatch I yearn,
For the future when we are best friends.[:

Bloodbath Scene

You put a knife in my back,
I'm finally done with your games,
Playing with my heart, give it an attack,
You act like it should always be the same.

Hold two guys in your arms at night,
And act like nothings wrong,
I should just roll with it and not fight,
Because you believe there is no line drawn.

You fucking crossed way too many times,
I guess I'm supposed to give in to you,
Cut away the worries and regrets for the crimes,
The heartbreaking things you do.

You wonder why I'm always so miserable,
And why I have a problem with you seeing his face,
Why must you be so kissable and missable?
From my tongue I still can't wash off the taste.

Go ahead and keep your hand in his,
While you rub me in the mud,
Just look at the other I used to kiss,
The hand is covered in blood.

Have fun washing your hand,
It will never come clean,
I will no longer stand,
Before you in this bloodbath scene.