I haven't done this in a while but there's no vent for me. I know I'm like the devil or something. But to say we can't hang out is awful. I've done so much for you. I always was there for you. I wrote for you. I was your best friend forever. You were visibly happy when I saw you. You can't deny you were. Please don't deny me my chance to see you again. Because you know, you owe me that much. And we both can say we have friends. Even if one of us actually doesn't anymore.

There's a point I've passed,
And it's clear I can't return,
This fire could never last,
As I become the last ashes it burn.

As eyelids grow weak,
I can see the end,
They fall to the final peak,
As I say goodbye, to my only friend.

I'm sorry it had to be like this,
I know there's blame for only one,
This life will not be missed,
Now that it's finally done.

Time will pass me,
But one thing lingers,
I hate how I let the one thing I loved,
Slip through my fingers.....

I want to go back,
But I know I have no place there,
I know he's all you need,
So I'll stay out of your hair.

Blossom

Time can move the ages,
And wind can move the air,
The way you turn my pages,
Oh nothing could compare.

Oceans can wash the shore lines,
And heat can melt the ice,
But for me it'd take a lifetime,
To show the extents of my device.

The thoughts are never ending,
I think them every day,
From my heart they are ascending,
But the words I cannot say.

The spring will grow us flowers,
Just as faith in us has grew,
On day that germination will be ours,
When the blossom will bloom in you.

I'm not that strong

Why can't things just be simple,
Fixed with thread, string, and thimble?
Your name, your face, your feel, I'll never forget,
And I'll probably forever feel like shit.

But I can't be the reason your held back,
I can't guide you offtrack.
I'm so sorry I have failed you for so long,
I doubt I'll be able to stay away, I'm not that strong.

Encircling

When the pillow meets my head,
I envision a sillohette,
Meeting me halfway between,
My life and my dream.

So unfamiliar, reminds of a fable,
Something perculiar seems to enable
Me to reach out past,
My own grasp to you.

Some say I've gone deranged,
I'd agree if I hadn't changed,
But now the rational is everything but true,
This case has gone national to find you.

I run top speed trying to feel,
Taking heed, but always on my heel,
Only to fall face first to impress,
Look back and taste success.

From the beginning you were always here,
While I crusade in search of my dear,
Thinking somethings lost on me,
Because it's not where it's supposed to be.

When the start meets its end,
The part that greets will mend,
For every cusp only brings about a new route,
In faith and trust, the path will pave it's own way out.

Hopes of Something Better

I don't even know where to begin,
All I know is that I cannot ignore,
The mosaic thoughts waltzing in,
Right through my front door.

As you can imagine it isn't so easy for me,
With every last letter,
All I can do is try to let it free,
In hopes of something better.

A place in time and space,
To the heavens I long to know,
Before an angel fallen from grace,
You're where I'll start and where I'll go.

Can't forget to breathe,
But I almost do everyday;
Every once in a while I heave,
Taking in the air hoping you come my way.

You'll be gone for a minute but we can't forget,
Every dream of a single kiss or an account of bliss,
Can't be ruined by any disappointment or taken hit,
Because we both know we've been through worse than this.

From your hair to your eyes to your smile,
It's all just aesthetics for the eye,
But it's your mind, your heart that's worth the while,
With which I have fallen in love by.

Three years is a start,
But not close to a middle or end,
It won't be over til I have your heart,
As more than just a friend.

If Only

I dream of us together,
Today, tomorrow, forever,
If only I had the chance,
If only I met the circumstance.

To the heavens we'd ascend,
If we weren't only friends,
If only I had the choice,
If only I had a voice.

I would wait for you,
As long as I had to,
If only I could lay at your side,
If only I could be your joy and pride.

But we never even talk,
Let alone walk the walk,
If only you would give me the sign,
If only you could find the time.

But I know you'd rather give up on me,
Half-dead wasn't what I planned to be,
If only you wanted me like you used to,
If only I was loved by you.

Fly Like a Penguin (Parody of Fly Like an Eagle)

I keep on slippin', slippin', slippin'
Into my igloo
I keep on slippin', slippin', slippin'
Into my igloo

I want to fly like a penguin
Into the sea
Fly like a penguin
To find my wings won't carry me
I want to fly like a penguin
And you'll agree
Oh, Lord, cheated by evolution

Feed the chicks
With the fluid I excrete
Brood the children
Right between my feet
House our creatures
Livin' in the fleet
Oh, oh, there's a solution

I want to fly like a penguin
Into the sea
Fly like a penguin
To find my wings won't carry me
I want to fly like a penguin
And you'll see
We only dive due to evolution

I keep on slippin', slippin', slippin'
Into my igloo
I keep on slippin', slippin', slippin'
Into my igloo
I keep on slippin', slippin', slippin'
Into my igloo
I keep on slippin', slippin', slippin'
Into my igloo


I want to fly like a penguin
Into the sea
Fly like a penguin
To find my wings won't carry me
I want to fly like a penguin
And you'll see
We only dive due to evolution

I keep on slippin', slippin', slippin'
Into my igloo
I keep on slippin', slippin', slippin'
Into my igloo

Tied in Knots

Every now and then it feels like something wrong,
Laying out wondering why we don't belong,
Is it the way we talk or the way we dress,
That weighs us down with stress.

Whether the first or the latter,
It doesn't really matter,
For there are no misfits without a space,
They just try to fit in the wrong place.

Once upon a time we were apart,
Separated by state at the start,
But time cast us into the same play,
One fateful day.

Ever since I've played Romeo,
Planting roses in hopes they grow,
You looked like Juliet from first glance,
Here at this ball I ask you to dance.

I admit I get carried away,
So would anyone who felt this way,
I can't help but choke on my thoughts,
Because you have my heart tied in knots.