Leave

I am so ashamed,
I can't stand to be seen,
My use is strained,
Why must I be so mean?

Hang my head,
I don't deserve to breath,
I might as well be dead,
I know you will leave.

I can't make it on my own,
On my knees I yell,
I face the storm alone,
You kill me can't you tell.

I feel the pain through the night,
Sleep is never seen,
Tears fill my sight,
And nightmares are my dreams.

I can't help but be sad,
You need to choose between us two,
I need to leave so bad,
Either you leave him or I leave you.