Sacred Oath

I've been such a dick to us both,
But what if you can't forget it?
I've swayed more than once from our sacred oath,
My dark passenger has been nothing but cynic.

Now I'm just gonna try and cope,
I know the past I can't conceal,
Where the hell's my hope,
When it's so hard to deal?

I just need to take this more slow,
My speed is just outrageous,
The pain pulled us into the undertow,
It is just so contagious.

I've been such a dick to us both,
But what if you can't forget it?
I've swayed more than once from our sacred oath,
My dark passenger has been nothing but cynic.

Once again I'll put my faith in you,
Gratified,
I give you my heart too,
I just hope you're satisfied.