I Hope You Enjoy It

I was a sailor,
On a dying ship,
You were my failure,
I couldn't help it.

I was sinking,
To the bottom of the sea,
Left me thinking,
What is there left of me.

On this capsizing ship,
I lost faith in your ruse,
Apparently I'm the culprit,
The only person to accuse.

But your shells threw us away,
Now they bury you in lies,
There is no other way,
You know damn well I tried.

I thought it was so farfetched,
That your canons left a mark,
Your face was etched,
Into my ship, into my heart.

I didn't want to save you,
But I still gave it my all,
You know it's true,
That your decision was our fall.

On this capsizing ship,
I lost faith in your ruse,
Apparently I'm the culprit,
The only person to accuse.

But your shells threw us away,
Now they bury you in lies,
There is no other way,
You know damn well I tried.

Now you have a stone in your chest,
I hope you love your life crying,
Because whenever I said I wished you the best,
I was lying.