Certainty

It's early in the morning,
The world's asleep,
The shadows are warning,
Of the things the dark may keep.

I was taught to fear the unclear,
Certainty is my only friend,
I found it so hard to persevere,
When doubt made me pretend.

Lurking  in every crevice,
Is another hole in the premise,
I'm living in a place of pretense,
Without any confidence.

The only things I know about honesty,
Are all the lies that I believed,
Every book I read looking for some truth,
Only to find an answer lacking proof.

Now I question every little thing,
I can't tell my left from right,
Searching for a clue of what to bring,
To discover the difference between day and night.

When I look into your eyes I try to see,
As I'm trying to figure out how I feel,
How do I know what is happening to me,
For once in my life, I have found something real.