If Only

I dream of us together,
Today, tomorrow, forever,
If only I had the chance,
If only I met the circumstance.

To the heavens we'd ascend,
If we weren't only friends,
If only I had the choice,
If only I had a voice.

I would wait for you,
As long as I had to,
If only I could lay at your side,
If only I could be your joy and pride.

But we never even talk,
Let alone walk the walk,
If only you would give me the sign,
If only you could find the time.

But I know you'd rather give up on me,
Half-dead wasn't what I planned to be,
If only you wanted me like you used to,
If only I was loved by you.