Everything I Fear

The pain is all-consuming,
All what I once knew,
These lies I am presuming,
Creates this desolate view.

A walk down a path once known,
To a place I used to love,
Now it feels so empty and alone,
And in the sorrow I drown there of.

I think I remember this,
Feeling once left behind,
Hidden in this poisoning kiss,
In which the darkness turned me blind.

This place is so haunting,
Lurking within each and every tear,
The memories are so taunting,
Wanting me to forget that I was here.

All this abhorrence I do receive,
Must break away,
If I didn't want to leave,
All I had to do was stay.

But I couldn't even do that right,
I ran from what I held dear,
I ran from the light,
And now what I love is everything I fear.