How Can I?

You don't like me anymore,
Is all I remember you telling me,
No more waiting for,
You to break me free.

I'd do anything for you,
You know that I would,
All light has faded before the true,
The love never faded, though it should.

How can I say that I'm me,
While everything is breaking,
It's become so easy to see,
That I'm not okay, I'm shaking.

While I'm out here alone,
Waiting for someone to be my savior,
Someone to stabilize my backbone,
But that is too big of a favor.

A parasitic cyst,
Upon her I feed,
Her kiss so desperately missed,
Curse to Hell my greed.

How can I say that I'm me,
While everything is breaking,
It's become so easy to see,
That I'm not okay, I'm shaking.

I just can't breath enough,
When I am not the one,
I need her love,
Like a plant needs the sun.