Never Will I Make Her Proud

My heart gave out,
In a sea of rejection,
Looking for its way about,
Trying to correct my imperfection.

I tried so hard to face it together,
But you became furious,
My loneliness seems to last forever,
I can never feel delirious.

I'll never recover from this,
I'll never be the same again,
Can't ever return to a state of bliss,
Never will I believe in hope within.

I've learned you won't let me in,
My fate is all but set,
The sunshine will never rise again,
As it is drowning in regret.

All my tears are displaced,
Slowly taking the place of me on the floor,
My heart is now disgraced,
Upon this casket of closed doors.

I know I'm just an empty travesty,
I'll never make you or your parents proud,
I'm a walking tragedy,
To live I should not be allowed.

I'm the dullest tool,
Blind so I'll never see,
I was but a fool,
She'll never smile down at me.

I will always be a failure to her,
Both of them will hate me as they should,
They will never have to endure,
I should be gone for their own good.