A Blur

All was good,
Til' something else came to town,
Now I worry as I should,
That something sent her tumbling down.

Something is eating away,
Herself is not around,
What's wrong I can not say,
As she is nowhere to be found.

Search high and low,
For an answer that isn't there,
So vivid yet it doesn't show,
It hurts so bad to care.

Because there is nothing I can do,
To make smooth out of rough,
All I know is salvation is out of view,
And that I am not enough.

I just don't comprehend,
Hieroglyphics is what it seems,
I just wish I could pretend,
That it doesn't haunt my dreams.

But it is all such a blur,
Every single night,
I only think of her,
Because nothing seems right.