I'm Just Learning

I say it so clear,
But I see it in your eyes;
My voice you can't hear,
For fear of lies.

I'm opening up to you,
But the efforts not so good,
I brought my heart to view,
But you misunderstood.

I scream for attention,
I need your glance,
Not gonna mention,
That I have not a chance.

Over and over I cannot believe,
That I'll ever get a shot,
I stand in line but watch you leave,
My heart is yours, a sacrifice never bought.

You leave my dreams burning,
I'm just learning...

My stomach is churning,
But pain is just learning...

The tables aren't turning,
Am I just learning..?

For your lips I am yearning,
I hope you're learning...

That I am the only one,
Who feels this way;
You aren't a trophy to be won,
You are the pacemaker making me stay.