Heart Beating Cold

Now who are you?
You're acting like a stranger,
Where's the girl I knew,
You were my dream, my savior.

The future had hope,
All that could of been,
It would of been easy to cope,
If it was never for him.

But look at me now,
You left me with nothing to hold,
Not a seed left to sow,
And a heart beating cold.

It's barely beating at all,
Built me up, but now strength is no where to be found,
Pushed me off now watching me fall,
Made it so waking up is more like waking down.

The beautiful rose was in bloom,
But only thorns remain,
He has the petals I presume,
While my blood pools to stain.

But look at me now,
You left me with nothing to hold,
Not a seed left to sow,
And a heart beating cold.

I lay alone,
Tried counting sheep,
But I can't find home,
And can't find sleep.

Where did you go off to?
The answer needs not be said,
You ignore my pleas for you,
Your between the sheets in his bed.

But look at me now,
You left me with nothing to hold,
Not a seed left to sow,
And a heart beating cold.

This isn't you, what is wrong?
I plead to you but you don't listen,
My soul is empty since you've gone,
My body has become my prison.

So I force my way through the day,
Just for hope of something new,
Even if it is not okay,
I do it all for you.