Theatrical Lines

My dreams keep me awake at night,
'Cause they're stained with portraits of your face,
I know you're with him, this just isn't right,
Everything seems so meaningless and out of place.

The "beautiful" world has forsaken me I guess,
I'm blanketed only by my own tears,
I know but one way out of this mess,
But suicide is something I'd rather not mention here.

Why did you leave me?
I tried so hard to be all I could,
I admired your true beauty,
But I'm left misunderstood.

I'd wait outside your door,
With apologies tied up in a bouquet,
I'd give you the knife in my bottom drawer,
Even if I was not okay.

'Cause when you held my hand,
I didn't have another care,
But now you hold another man's,
And I don't know how long I can fare.

You promised you'd wait,
But broke it after only a few day,
The broken promise brought us to this state,
How could you leave me this way?

Do I have to use theatrical lines,
Just to get a glance?
Who was there for you in the hard times,
You now leave in a fetal stance.