Isn't One At All

It is scary to think,
The thought at hand,
A hope you would not sink,
Lower than the ground you stand.

It is so hard to believe,
When everything isn't cured,
I just wish you'd relieve,
Me of the struggles I've endured.

As I am living without you,
It is so hard not to fall,
If only you knew,
That a life without you isn't one at all.

I wake up thinking of your name,
Out of my bed I crawl,
Wondering if you think the same,
While I don't live a life at all.

All my focus is out of touch,
Searching for what is left behind,
Since that day I haven't felt much,
I just fight the daily grind.

Tallying the days to settle the score,
In hopes that they will soon not matter,
All I want is love, you, and nothing more,
I dream so vividly of the latter.

As I am living without you,
It is so hard not to fall,
If only you knew,
That a life without you isn't one at all.

I wake up thinking of your name,
Out of my bed I crawl,
Wondering if you think the same,
While I don't live a life at all.