Final Request

I let go,
Hardest decision I ever made,
Yet I know,
It fit her grade.

It hurts so bad,
To know I let go of the one I love,
It makes me sad,
To know I still long for her there of.

But unlike when she was with me,
She is actually happy more,
And who am I to make her be,
Any less than before.

I just wish I could have her,
But I know I deserve her not,
My will is but a blur,
And here in Hell I rot.

But at least one,
Of us can feel wanted,
But we are done,
And to me I feel taunted.

I will never,
Get another chance,
Our ties sever,
And I do not get a dance.

I wish that I could hold,
Her one last time,
I want to be in the old,
So I wrote this rhyme.

It is here to remind me,
Of all the things I miss,
For everyone to see,
Before the bullet I may kiss.