Tainted Faith

The nostalgia I feel is so immense,
This longing for what once was,
Break down a wall just to rebuild a fence,
Take a hit just to find out it killed the buzz.

Reach for your hand just to trip,
Full of deceit was this simple design,
Into the crack I would slip,
Caught up in thinking you were mine.

The air surrounding me now is still,
Feeling so cold and alone,
One thing that a apology can't fulfill,
For this is tainted faith grown.

But I won't let me bury it,
No matter how tough it gets,
Face down I still marry it,
This heart never quits.

Feel these walls come crashing in,
As the ground pulls me under,
Stuck in my trench again,
But I can't help but wonder.

She is looking at me,
Awkwardly from over there,
Should I of known it wasn't meant to be,
Should I care?

The air surrounding me know is still,
Feeling so cold and alone,
One thing that a apology can't fulfill,
For this is tainted faith grown.

But I won't let me bury it,
No matter how tough it gets,
Face down I still marry it,
This heart never quits.

I should of known,
This wouldn't just blow over,
Love this feeling being all alone,
I'm just missing a leaf as a four-leaf clover.