Fell So Far Part II

I am so lost,
Trying to be it,
What will it cost,
To truly leave it.

The picture is in levitation,
It kills me to think it,
Can I get a revelation,
To help me be needed.

I am still falling so hard,
The image has my defeated,
All the feelings so barred,
Have me depleted.

The truth is disguised,
In every smile I've been faking,
You wouldn't be surprised,
That your tongue made me forsaken.

I give all I have,
To keep in my crys,
My heart in half,
When I know I need say goodbye.

I am still falling so hard,
The image has my defeated,
All the feelings so barred,
Have me depleted.

And as the light disintegrates,
I'm left to face my demons,
My heart's hope dissipates,
So far from freedom.