Fell So Far Part III

I am one trip away from a melt down,
One step left of solid ground,
I've became a burdensome disease,
Brought to my knees, I'm begging please....

Take me into your grasp,
I want to forever clasp,
To you so I never have to let go,
It will never be easy I know.

All my life I've been on the ledge,
Every failure pushes me closer to the edge,
Being in love gives me hope to make it,
But every time I hand you my heart you break it.

I'm hanging on the cliff, too weak to crawl,
Waiting for you to catch my fall,
I only can take so much before I melt away,
With every break a piece of my heart meets decay.

And I fight for so long, trying to beat it,
My insecurities are always there to keep me beated;
I hide from my shadow to escape my own treason,
For every heartbreak I know you have a justifiable reason.

All my life I've been on the ledge,
Every failure pushes me closer to the edge,
Being in love gives me hope to make it,
But every time I hand you my heart you break it.

I feel the pain, it is so terrible,
I hand it to you, but please be careful,
This may be the last chance at life,
I don't see more pity on the knife.