Fell So Far Part I

I've become a dead tree,
In the middle so hollow,
What happened to me,
The hope in my heart is so shallow.

When it was you I had,
I took you for granted,
It feels like its ending so bad,
Dropping the one blessing life handed.

I tried so hard,
To be what you needed,
I fell so far,
From where I was feeted.

I cried so hard,
But you were conceited,
I dropped my guard,
My heart so deceited.

The failures come in,
I'm dropping to my knees,
I dipped into sin,
Sailed the crimson seas.

I relived the memory,
Trying to make you believe it,
That I am not the enemy,
But I was still defeated.

I tried so hard,
To be what you needed,
I fell so far,
From where I was feeted.

I cried so hard,
But you were conceited,
I dropped my guard,
My heart so deceited.