I Hope This is What You Wanted

When all is said and done,
Then what will become of us,
Will we be looking down the barrel of a gun,
Will we be able to trust?

We can't turn back time,
And you will be so full of regret,
Trying to make you realize now is a crime,
But I know your actions you'll never forget.

Right now you feel it is right,
And it is what you wanted,
But after will you cry at night,
For your past will be your future haunted?

Become what you never wanted to be,
But I guess that is what you wished for,
I just wish you weren't so blind to see,
That it'll make her hurt that much more.

I don't mean to seem to know all,
But this I'm sure,
You're "love" for her will fall,
And for your mistakes I have not a cure.

This won't only make you cry,
I will fall twice as hard as you,
You still don't get that my life I try,
And your the reason I live life too.

But right now you feel it is right,
And it is what you wanted,
But after will you cry at night,
For your past will be your future haunted?

Become what you never wanted to be,
But I guess that is what you wished for,
I just wish you weren't so blind to see,
That it'll make her hurt that much more.

I just hope the old you wasn't a cost,
And she hasn't melted away,
For if the innocent you was lost,
I could not live another day.

I know people change a lot,
But they never lose who they are,
You were all that I had got,
And I can't lose my shining star.

But right now you feel it is right,
And it is what you wanted,
But after will you cry at night,
For your past will be your future haunted?

Become what you never wanted to be,
But I guess that is what you wished for,
I just wish you weren't so blind to see,
That it'll make her hurt that much more.

I don't care about myself a bit anymore,
I just can't until I bring the old you back to life,
And if I fail I have not the will to live for,
And my throat will find the knife.