Nothing Feels Real Anymore

I lost my motivation,
To care for myself,
Now I just feel the sensation,
Of putting me on the shelf.

But the cuts are never too deep,
So they all will heal,
Revealing scars in my sleep,
To show how I feel.

The scars are born,
From all the careless ways,
Where I make my skin torn,
From all these careless days.

Cause nothing feels real anymore,
And to express myself I can not dare,
Me I can't be caring for,
Because it is for you I must care.

I don't need to care what I want,
For that will get me nowhere,
Even if my mind it haunts,
And it won't ever leave there.

Pull back the skin,
To show how I feel,
Again and again,
To make me think I'm real.

The scars are born,
From all the careless ways,
Where I make my skin torn,
From all these careless days.

Cause nothing feels real anymore,
And to express myself I can not dare,
Me I can't be caring for,
Because it is for you I must care.

Bandages can hide my pain,
But for my pain I don't give a damn,
On my skin it is just a stain,
To show who I am.

Run from my light,
The dark has it's place here,
It is not worth a fight,
The dark is nothing to fear.

The scars are born,
From all the careless ways,
Where I make my skin torn,
From all these careless days.

Cause nothing feels real anymore,
And to express myself I can not dare,
Me I can't be caring for,
Because it is for you I must care.

Pull back the sheet,
To reveal the ending,
The story is complete,
To end this pretending.

Run from my desire,
It doesn't matter that I'm no longer real,
You have put out my fire,
So for what you want I can feel.

And nothing feels real anymore,
And truly about whats right for you I don't give a damn,
If you want it to end with you sore,
Then I must hide from you who I am.

I am locked away,
Nothing to worry about anymore,
I won't see another light of day,
For here comes the end that you prayed for.