Left in Peace

Sometimes I wonder,
Why I'd rather live then die,
My whole life is a constant blunder,
I don't even know why I still try.

I can't take this anymore,
With all these pieces of my heart,
What am I fighting for,
It's only tearing me apart.

I love you to death,
I really do,
But I'm running out of breath,
And it is because of you.

I lived this once before,
It destroyed my life,
It left me living sore,
And added the knife.

And now I live,
Knowing that I let you down,
I fail at the one thing I'm meant to give,
And in my blood I drown.

Please just let me die,
Let my pain release,
Don't even cry,
For I will leave in peace.