Mistake

The hardest part is falling down again,
I'm a fool to just watch you walk away,
I am trying to tread water without being able to swim,
In the depths of our pool of decay.

You are falling deeper then you'd ever imagine,
And to say the least it is all my fault,
It is beyond my ability to sit and fathom,
Why I allowed this to become a result.

Anythings that's left is yours to keep,
I don't think I will ever wake,
All that's left is me in eternal sleep,
To pay for the most important mistake.