FML

I let myself fall asleep. Biggest mistake of my life. I'm shaking. I woke up. Crying. I'm scared to death. I'm dying. Truth is, I could only be strong for so long. And that was because you still needed me. Now I'm a wreck, but what else would you expect. I always am. I shouldn't be alive. I know. I wish I could move on. My American dream has become my American nightmare. I know this night won't end pretty. But will blood really be enough? I doubt it. -sighs-