I Was the One

I can't stand what I do,
Make you feel sad,
I do love you,
But what I do is bad.

I never wanted you to cry,
Or feel like you did my wrong,
No matter how I try,
I can't stay strong.

I make you regret,
Following your heart,
You'll never forget,
How I fall apart.

You take the blame,
For my own fault,
It is not the same,
As the end result.

I just miss the way,
We used to be,
The things we could say,
When it was just you and me.

We could do anything together,
Even if it never could be done,
We called it forever,
And I was the one.

For now I miss,
What has come and gone,
The lost press of your kiss,
I hope it's not lost for long.

But until then I will feel depressed,
For I must think there of,
How he gets your lips pressed,
And he gets to love.

Cause I know there are other guys,
That you can fall for,
While this life I despise,
I liive it to hope you'll realize you like me more.