For Once I'm Sure.

Blah. It is always great to think of that. Someone else getting what I want. And I may not be crying yet. But thats cuz the rents are in the room. I want it so bad. And truthfully, I know she knows it hurts me a lot. But I still try to hide it. Eh, who knows why. Someones crying himself to sleep tonight. Maybe more. Who knows. No one would notice anyways. But I guess I like it that way. Best part is I when I dream I live the thought instead of cry about it. Such an improvement. That's life. It hates me. It's a hate-hate relationship. But whatever. I still do it. Do it for you. No matter how big of a mistake you think it is. I wont let go. Ever. I love you, and nothing will change that. Even if it leaves me depressed forever. Whatever the price.