The Haunting of Love

I'm falling apart,
Loneliness is settling in,
I can not hold together my heart,
For I feel like we can never be the same again.

My dreams aren't the same,
As the joy they once were,
Now you say his name,
And I lack my cure.

The cure that once kept me sane,
Is now held in his embrace,
Now I just can hold onto pain,
And no longer kiss the beauty of your face.

Now I dream of him and you,
Together making each other smile,
Doing things that I always wanted to,
If I weren't separated by so many mile.

My love for you haunts me,
Like ghost may haunt a foe,
The cost is the me you see,
How could I let you go?

I followed my mind,
Instead of my heart,
Left my hope behind,
And teared us apart.

But what's new,
I always commit treason,
Against myself for you,
Your happiness is the reason.

As long as your happy I will,
I will sacrifice mine,
My heart I will spill,
If it helps you cross the line.