Love Has Given Reason

I lay here admist,
The worst nightmare,
I could take the time to list,
But I know no one would really care.

Stab myself in the gut,
Just to know that it is real,
I look in the mirror but,
The shattering glass will not heal.

Shoved in my face,
Was what I wanted,
False hope to my disgrace,
Held in front of me and flaunted.

I took it as true,
When I knew it was a lie,
I shake before the hands of you,
Might as well die.

I say I am okay,
Nothing is wrong,
What am I supposed to say,
That my will is gone?

I'd like to say I still love you,
But right now I can not feel at all,
Numb as known by select few,
Truly I do not cry but I bawl.

I am but a pathetic man,
If I even deserve to survive,
I try all that I can,
And may I die as I would thrive.

At the hands of defeat,
In which I had once held so tight,
Just a simple key stroke of delete,
Hit by you to end a fight.

I lay here without giving you clues,
I will not strive,
Here may I pay my dues,
In the morning I will not be alive.

Love has given me a reason to live…
And love has given me a reason to say goodbye…
Love has given me a reason to give…
And love has given me a reason to die…